i am scared and no one knows it
i dont want to leave, stay with the familly.
Ohio i hate but i love it too
College is scary do i have to go?
i have to leave at one point i know i was raised right and i am ready to go i can spread my wings.....HAHAH WHAT A CLICHE!......anyway
my mom andmy famillly i will miss you being so far away, rememeber i am coming back soon!
i am just scared to be on my own,desisions,freinds,living, College is scary...but i haveto go someday!
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
Big Brother
Watching over you like no other go way out
Thoughts running threw your head ITS A CRIME they say all existence of your being will be lost, thoughts memories, STOP don't go any further you can't just STOP...............
Watching over you like no other NO WAY OUT
Diarys, journals to keep secrets passing notes about the kid in the front row
STOP all excistence will be deleted STOP of else................
Watching over you like no other
Their just maniacs thos--------------------------------------DONE DELETED!!!!
Thoughts running threw your head ITS A CRIME they say all existence of your being will be lost, thoughts memories, STOP don't go any further you can't just STOP...............
Watching over you like no other NO WAY OUT
Diarys, journals to keep secrets passing notes about the kid in the front row
STOP all excistence will be deleted STOP of else................
Watching over you like no other
Their just maniacs thos--------------------------------------DONE DELETED!!!!
Scattered Poem By Mych and Ricky
Don't judge
A book by it's cover
Only the light may be seen if you look really hard in the dark
Surrounded by darkness with no way out
Y did you have to do this I don't see the reason
The clouds full of..............
Misery my pain and my strife
STOP STOP STOP just Stop no further NO!!!!!!!!!
this is getting depressing let's turn on a light
I can't see the light, there is no light in sight
If you look and believe you will see...just thnk dark could be light and light could be dark!
Or there could be no light at all!
A book by it's cover
Only the light may be seen if you look really hard in the dark
Surrounded by darkness with no way out
Y did you have to do this I don't see the reason
The clouds full of..............
Misery my pain and my strife
STOP STOP STOP just Stop no further NO!!!!!!!!!
this is getting depressing let's turn on a light
I can't see the light, there is no light in sight
If you look and believe you will see...just thnk dark could be light and light could be dark!
Or there could be no light at all!
Sunday, January 4, 2009
Night............
Rough and Stingy
Bare like a rug
A time in your life when you just want to give up
The only way to comunicate is threw sound
No one cares about eyes, how you feel, or your look
Everyones the same but different too
The only way to distiguish if it is you
Your black which means death and heartless at times
But who says that...I save the night
To go across the world and to determine our fates that is my job to get rid of your fate
The red running down your skin like a heart all vibrant and alive now dead
Red resembles love and peace and happiness.....and all who see me see death and distruction
So i resemble life as a whole so full of life able to file miles
But at the same time blood rushes to my head and at that moment i fall dead but when i awake in the dark of night the blood rushes bak for me to take flight, i resemble america and people in the world able to ambitious and fly on top of the world to kill anything in my past but my real food is that of a bats
So think of me as your freind im there when you want me and gone in a flash to hear my call you need ears like a dog r to come out at night and see me in flight
I help the world by growing life and keeping it safe for everyday life, im excluded from all and shunned in most parts but if you get to know me im really quite nice.
Friday, January 2, 2009
Blocked
Sometimes your just stuck and theres no way out.......
Other times your running and you can't find the time to stop.........
And then there are those times were your stuck in the middle can't find a time to stop but you also are stuck and theres no way out..........TRAPPED........
a writter feels the same way when hes writting a new book, song, or poem, sometimes he doesnt write for days, hours, weeks, years, months at a time and when he does write its a MASTERPIECE or its a DISASTOR.....only time will tell
the best way i get out of a TRAP is to write, think, feel like no other.....dont just go home and think about your day but to go home and think about your future and your life write about your day like it was a story embelishing and creating new things..........you never know that kid that was sitting at home procrastinating his hmwrk might be able to do his hmwrk plus read a 300 page book and still have time to spend with the fam.....it all lies in you...
THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS WRITTERS BLOCK OR A THINKING STONE HAS BLOCKED MY TRAIN OF THOUGHT...OR I HAD A BRAIN FART......no......it was your fault for not training your brain to think under pressure and to make sure theres nothing in your way!